here's the situation: i passed one test, but not the other. So now I am going to be taking some sort of course during the next couple of weeks. I was close to passing the second test, which is why i get to do this. I feel pretty lousy about myself right now. Mainly it is because of all of the stress that I am putting on my parents. I have been disappointing them this whole summer. I hate disappointing them. Sometimes I wish I had an attitude where I didn't care so much as to what they think. It would probably make life a little easier to handle.