Wow... 2 days till Christmas! I can hardly believe it.  I haven't been much in the Christmas spirit today.  There isn't any particular reason why.  I can't wait until next week.  I am going to start working part time.  That will get me up and out of the house.  God spoke to my mom today and I didn't tell her, but it reinforced what He has told me.  He told her to pray specifically that I start caring about my health more.  He told her that if I start eating right, getting my blood sugars on track and exercising then I will feel better, and I won't have a problem with focusing and studying.  Recently I have been thinking about my dreams and I had looked up meanings on the internet.  Mainly about this one dream that I have frequently- a spider is above me and it is descending on me.  I always wake up and jump out of bed because I think it is going to land on me.  Anyway, I thought I would look it up to see what it means.  There are a few different views, but the one I like best and choose to believe is that it means good fortune is coming my way.  As I was "researching" this dream I came upon a Christian website and it was talking about how God used dreams as a way to communicate in the Old and New Testaments and he still does today.  I thought that was interesting.  About a week or so ago, I had a dream that I was in Acute Renal Failure Stage 6.  First of all, ARF doesn't have stages, but Chronic does (but only 5 stages).  That got me thinking if God was telling me something.  Like, get your health under control or something like this will happen to you.  I think about it from time to time, but I haven't changed anything in my lifestyle.  Then my mom told me all of this today, so I am thinking that God is really trying to get my attention.  I need to use Christmas break to get back on track and get in the habit of doing things like checking my BS.